When U Love Somebody  - The Fruit Bats

"She quietly expected great things to happen to her, and no doubt that’s one of the reasons why they did."

Zelda Fitzgerald (via perfect)
evanborja:

just ridin’ around.

evanborja:

just ridin’ around.

Guess who has two (mostly) functioning arms again?!!! (my hand still needs to get with the program, but we ARE getting there!)

Guess who has two (mostly) functioning arms again?!!! (my hand still needs to get with the program, but we ARE getting there!)

my soul misses yours

i want to lie with you

clothed in companionship

breathing in one another

-

i want to cover every inch

with lips and fingertips

charting the topography

of your muscles and bones

-

perhaps

-

through each sigh

expression

sound

thought exchanged

we will map our souls

-

the imprints that hands 

leave on skin (the relics of touch)

hold endless meaning and memory

however fading

-

fading ever unlike the marks left 

so deeply

on my very being

I found this video of me playing the guitar last fall. It’s not complex or high quality, but here it is. 

I can’t play anymore. At least not normally, my ring and little fingers on my left hand are still significantly paralyzed. They may return to full use, they may not. No one can tell me. 

I’m going to pick up some new strings this week and make my guitar left handed. I’ll post back when I can play something.

This is “(I Can’t Get No) Satisfaction” as covered by Cat Power.

It’s hard to say whether it’s being back in the city, where his absence is more strikingly felt, the newer medications I’m on, or greatly decreasing the painkillers I’ve been taking, but things have been incredibly difficult lately.

I suppose grief isn’t something that can be quantified or predicted. 

I feel as though I’m breaking. 

My first attempt at watercolor since childhood. Mom bought us matching tiny travel sets with a brush that holds its own water. I feel like I’ll be taking it everywhere.

My first attempt at watercolor since childhood. Mom bought us matching tiny travel sets with a brush that holds its own water. I feel like I’ll be taking it everywhere.